Hello. I am Crusader, but you can call me Cru or Tommy. I've been using chatovod since Mid-2017, so I've been around these parts for about 4 years by the time I'm writing this. I've taken many names, my first being NewWorldOrder. My first chat was Mills Eagles chat, and thanks to that community, I am who I am now. May you rest in peace, Mills. Over the years I have made and lost friends and relationships, questioned my being, and discovered what it means to be unique. I have changed my view so often about the people I see and feel behind these lines of text that I don't know how to take it. I've been a troll, I've been a mod, I've been a friend, an enemy, a bystander, and all of them rolled up into one. I come to these chats to get to express myself. And express myself I have. I started to see what the chats truly are. They're an outlet. For all the teens that come on here, almost noone can help expressing themselves. And I can't help it either. CR-966